ALCOHOL plus RUSH, I love the it as a combination. It is so pure, intense and long-lasting that the summit where you are will not fade away even if till you feel strengthless and exhausted. It is INDULGENCE. Yes, you have thousands of ways to be yourself, but the one you present in front of me is so intimate and innocent, not sophisticated as rain but simple as sunshine. I can be the black tears behind your sunshine smile, as you can be the quiescent river behind my voiceless shouting. I HATE YOU. You left me no chance anymore to be obsessed with the endless and hopeless indulgence in being lost to seek for someone to give me an end with hope. I LOVE YOU. I take it as a miracle that your invulnerable love left no space for my fragile hesitation. So, you and me, I with you, will continue on this journey without counting the days to end. It is the pride of ours.